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Sunday afternoon, its nice and sunny, perfect weather for sleeping, dont you agree?
I woke up earlier than I was supposed to. Had the wierdest dream, ever, more about that. I set my alarm to 9, and woke up at around 845 ish. Felt a really heavy heart. I guess I just miss home, I miss my big bed where I can wake up, roll over and sleep again, in my big white and pink comforter with butterflies. You know that feeling youll get nowhere else but home.
I couldnt shed a tear for some reason. I wanted to, but I couldnt. Thats when you know life sucks. I miss home, so very much.
About the dream. Gosh was it wierd!
Guess who was in it! Wang Lee Hom!!! And some other hot singers but i totally forgot who! I remember F4 was there.
And the funnier thing is, they were all at my house, in Miri! And our house in miri was getting extended, like under renovation and it didnt look one bit like it is now!! So anyway, I wasnt dressed really nice, and suddenly all of them came, and I was in UTTER SHOCK.
I told mum I was gonna change ( because I wanted a picture in everyone and how on earth could I look ugly when I had the chance to dress up!!) and told her “if they wanna leave you better not let them leave yeah!!”
So I ran to my room, but then when I was running, I saw wang lee hom, and thought “uhh.. too ugly” and ran back again to take another route.
So I went to my room. I wanted to change. For some reason I wanted to wear tights. So I pulled out myself a pair of black tights from the drawer. Pulled it up my leg, and *psss* it broke!!
I was SO SO depressed (talk about being stressed, even in a dream!! with wang lee hom init! its supposed to be a sweet dream!)so I took it off, and grabbed another pair. Pulled it up, and *pssss* it broke again!! Being really sad, I woke up, realising I missed home so much. If it were on my own bed I’d just roll onto the cold side of the bed and continue sleeping.
It was different. I couldnt roll, there was no cold side, and I couldnt sleep anymore.
woke up, got dressed, and went out.=((
Anyway, off to homework. I know, on a sunday!!! Miss you babes, and guys! Selamat Hari Raya loves!
I keep having wierd dreams recently.
Last night, after crying till my eyes couldnt take it anymore (dont ask, my dog is sick) I finally fell asleep. I somehow dreamt of yiki. I was pretty close to her in my dream, so close that I even went to visit her room (got toilet one) and I remember saying “oh, your toilet so small wan ah!”
But my dream led me to think that she is really nice. Maybe I dont hang out with her so I dont know. Maybe its a sign or something.I dont know.
I couldnt study the whole day today. my heart just wasnt where it is. keeps wandering off, thinking of the worse that could happen.
All this has to happen now, when I have exams. But I cant control it, can I? All I can do is pray for my love that he will not suffer, he will get stronger, he will make it.
Weird dreams, exams, stress, homesickness… All I want now, is to be done with my exams, and be by Puffy’s side, something which would be impossible. Life sucks, doesnt it.
I actually come down to look through some past papers. But I thought I might as well let some of those feelings out, my blog, my trusty friend.
I cant wait to go home. I love you Puffy.
So, we went to Thorpe park last Saturday.
Lines were long as usual. A whole afternoon only gave us enough time to go on 4 rides. 1 ride twice.
Nothing special I guess, didnt take much pictures cause we were too busy playing, but we did take a few.
Oooh… the boys played basketball and won like GIGANTIC beanies, a pencil and a toothbrush. I mean, who designs toys nowadays? They also got a tigger and a piglet for me and angie!
(ok my roomate just said something about the Gem of life aka her best friend. She is literally MARRIED to her psp and her laptop) ok continueee..
we went to London early, like at 7.30! HAHA.. Yee Ping said we dont even wake up that early for school! Taxi to train station, train to London Euston, Underground to waterloo, train to staines, bus to Thorpe Park. I know, what a journey.
the rides were the usual roller coasters.. One had 10 loops, and a 75 minute waiting time so we crossed that one off our list.
Then we went to London Chinatown for dinner… each hugging onto soft toys like crazy people. Oh the embarassment.
But it was an enjoyable day. I must say having good company is the most important thing. Angie was a definite no problem, I like her, she’s fine with anything! Andy and Alex are also nice to hang out with. Jokes and teasing. And I just realised, I’m the only one who’s name doesnt start with A. sighhh….
ok piccies are taking ages. I’ll load em some other time. Not much anyway, just wanna show u guys how big the pencil and toothbrush beanies are. Long beanies.
and the random moments, we went out of the sports hall to take pictures just cause the sun was so bright, and we had to swap due to SO many people showing up for badminton. sigh, I cant wait to play at home! Proper badminton with feather shuttlecocks and MY racket, and SWEAT OMG HOW I HAVE MISSED YOU SO MUCH.I swear the only part of me that sweats here in the UK is my armpits. ok Too much info. haha
Edit: the pictures finished loading!
Tigger and piglet!!
Me and angie before leaving the park.
Yeah I look lke crap here but its just to show how big the pencil and toothbrush were… imagine carrying them around chinatown. Hillarious!
When we came out of the Waterloo underground to get to the train station. OMG look at that butt. Its humungous. >.<
I’ll upload the ones taken outside the sports hall some other time. they are still in my phone
As you all know, we just had our mocks last week.
I know, I should be feeling good and relieved, nice and happy.
Today was disappointing, actually yesterday was already disappointing.
We got our Bio papers back today. I got C’s for both, 58% for one, and 54% for the other. OH MY GOSH I know right… To look on the bright side, most of the class failed, and only ONE person got an A, and that was like 70%.
I know, its so depressing to get such results. I’m feeling guilty about easter holidays now as i didnt get good results, but whats done is done.
Its only the mocks, I shall work harder, and what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger! Right or not’??
On the other hand, I got 91% for statistics!! Yalah its statistics only, but I looked around, and the two girls next to me got Cs!! So i guess the 91% is good enough!
Almost As for economics as well!! Tough luck, thats the way life sucks huh. 74% for microeconomics (which I am pretty please with, seeing only ONE person in the whole AS level got an A, and I’m only one mark away!!) and 66% for macro, which I think is a miscalculation, yes I’ll go look for my teacher tomorrow.Plus I think macro is damn hard can… stupid policies and recessions!
An A and a B for psychology, not really satisfied, but having 3 subjects on ONE day, biology, economics and psychology, not being able to even touch psychology because of bio and economics, and sitting for the paper depending purely on memory, I would say, not bad huh… perasan.
I’ll work harder I promise!
Dont miss me too much!
Dont you guys think I’m slowly fading away from Lee Hom? CANNOT! I must be obsessed again!
But horrid after that.
Serious!! Who would’ve thought snow that is suppoed to be soft and white would be so horrid right?? Its like saying how a lil white bunny would kill.
It turns all icy and mushy, not to mention slippery and dangerous afterwards!!
Nevertheless, its still so lovable. After all, who doesnt like snow, right? If only it didnt come with the cold weather!!
Eve called me a jakun/sakai for being so excited. Almost half the school went over to the race course to play, as we were let home early cos of the snow (see, it even makes school so much better!! hahaha) Serious snowballing, not to mention falling twice, being the clumsy me. Once on the side, once on my bum. I gotta say the one on the bum hurted but i was so happy that I just laughed, picked myself up and continued playing.
Everyone knew everyone else, and thus started throwing snowballs at random people. For us, it was more like “NEXT TARGET??? _____! OK!” then all 6 (or rather 5 as yee ping had to go somewhere a while after) went after a person throwing snowballs.
People made snowmen, huge ones. We tried but couldnt be bothered to roll the snow. After all, why would we give up fun in the snow for rolling something that is gonna melt after a few hours rightttt?? So we ditched the idea of a snowman and went off playing. Looking for targets to aim.
The clever us, then took pictures with a snowman made by some other student. Sigh, why are we so clever.
the view from my window
houses by the road
this used to be a path. Completely covered by snow! haha mind the bad phototaking skills. I was too excited to go and play already.
Jakun Bosworth people. More people came later.
After Belle left. Blur.
Happy smiles. Ever noticed our group is evenly distributed? 2 from Malaysia, 2 from HK, and 2 from China. gosh look at the weight I gained!
Somebody’s snowman
Alice
To show how thick the snow was…it wasnt THAT thick lah I know… and ignore my thunder thighs. HAHAH. Nowander Cait and I are such good matches. Thunder thighs and thunder calves. Miss u fat!
Angie and Helen, being silly as usual.
So yeah, pretty white snow and fun fun fun.
BUTTTTT the next day, everything turned icy. and slippery, which explains why I fell on the steps in front of the house. No worries, I can still eat and walk, just sore. But if more snow comes, I dont know if I can play or not!! sigh, please hope my butt gets better soon kay.
Miss u guys loads!
Watch this watch this. Must kay. Its filled with my love and the only way to get all the love is to watch it.
kay whatever…. I’m sitting alone in my room. Feeling as lonely as ever, because I have nothing to do, I have nothing to think about (or rather, I do have some homework but I’m not in a ‘homework’ mood now), and the heater feels like it has a grudge against me. But no! its turned on, and its burning. Sigh, maybe its just me.
We went for dimsum today, nothing much. The table literally sat in silence, the awkwardness… the porridge was nice tho. Then we went to the market to get some fruits, then to body care to get things, and took a taxi back cos it was freezing cold. When we got back it was about 3.30 so we said we’ll go change for badminton. But one got lazy and another two got lazy, and in the end, we ended up sleeping like pigs. I cant believe for once I was online in the afternoon and NO ONE WAS ONLINE!!
Anyway… food from CNY eve. I swear Shin Roey’s cooking is like restaurant cooking. Just LOOK AT IT!!! ZOMG.
Fried Squid with salt and pepper I think.
Crab and prawn salad
steamed cod fish
Sour and spicy soup… damn nice… sorry mom, but its defo better than yours. haha…
Soy sauce chicken
Sambal prawns
brocolli and mushroom
fried glass noodles best thing on earth
sambal squid.
Besides dinner, we just shopped around leanne’s apartment in london. Found this place that sells sugar free frozen yoghurt, just like ice cream, but without sweeteners, and has fresh fruit instead. I swear it is like THE BEST THING EVER MADE. On the first day after a salad me and eve were already quite full, so I ordered a single, which was obviously not enough!!!
The next day I went back to get a double. DAMN DAMN NICE…. okay I’m thinking of it now.
Sorry bout the lack of pictures, but hey, at least there’s pictures of food!! I’m not in picture moods recently… I feel fat and ugly. serious.
sigh, I am going to weep in a corner.
Oh, oh!! Happy birthday bro!! heres to wishing you bully me less and get married soon!
hello hello from the land of miserableness… where blue skies are rare, and rain is my best friend.
Ok enough of crap. Happy Lunar new year to you!! Had a good one? I bet you did.
I spent lunar new year with eve, a whole new experience. No more big family sitting in grandma’s house with a drumstick and specially cooked vegetables, no more blasting of fireworks 15 minutes before it is even CNY, no more card games, Blackjack and ‘red dots(?)’, no more smell blasting from the kitchen oven, sweet and full of mom’s effort and love, no more decorating and nagging to not just dump my bag aside everytime I get home.
This year, I spent it with eve, in a cosy lil apartment in Leicester Square. No, there werent any fireworks blasting at all, it was a house full of girls. Eve’s friend whipped up an 8 course dinner, with an official menu again!!
We had a crab salad, deep fried squids, sour and spicy soup, steamed cod fish, sambal prawns, brocolli and mushrooms, fried tang hoon, and for desert, ‘ji ma wu(?)” Haha, I know your taste buds are watering already.
Twas nice, after dinner, we cleaned up, and watched a movie while I did eve’s nails. Watermelon-ey nails…
then we went to sleep… sigh, a first miserable new year… well at least it rocked better than the girls’ new years eve. I think they stayed in the hostel. hahaha…
Anywayysss… its getting late and I gotta sleep. Sorry for the pictureless posts… I just cant be bothered to photobucket all the pictures. plus, I dont have any yet.. well just one.
p/s I am getting addicted to volleyball eventho I am not good in it… someone teach me fast.
Flat pillows, check.
no car to drive, check.
No oven, no stove, no fire, microwave & kettle, check.
Bulky clothing, check.
looks like I’m back, and NOT enjoying every minute of it.
It kicked in when I was about to board. No more late mornings and brunch, no more dog to sleep with, no more late night coffees, no more big shower space with high water pressure.
Sigh, pretty obvious I’m not home anymore. I was trying to hold my tears in at the airport, but the thought of not having mom and dad by my side was too depressing.
Mom, dad I miss u guys already.
Thank you to all the people wo made xmas great. I love u guys! thank you fat for calling me, luv you! <3
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2nd time update from miserable ol UK.
I’m using word first, then Im uploading everything onto wordpress cause the other girl from china is using the other internet connection.
So we went to Alton Towers the other day. We left at about 9am and arrived there at about 11. and to walk in, and tell us the meeting time, and distribute lunch, and everything, we were free to go at about 11.30. We had to meet them back at the meeting point at 3.45pm, so we only had a few hours.
The lines were too long, and for one ride we had to line up for about 30 mins – 1 hour, and in total 1 only went on 4 rides. Yp went on 3 cos she didn’t want to go on the last roller coaster.
So… yeah.
SHIT. I realised I don’t have photoshop, so I cant be bothered to resize the pictures n stuff. HAHAH yeah, you may have reliased that its just another one of my excuses cos I’m too lazy, but I really don’t have photoshop!!
Today, we went to town to buy some things like water.. And other useless things like sugarfree cocolate, and sweet drinks to put in my room just incase. Last night I realised the drinks dad bought were mostly sugarfree, so they wouldn’t save me even if my blood sugar was low.
Its SO far, and I had to carry all these drinks. It was really killing me!! And bah, classes start tomorrow and I’m already feeling O.O
OMGGGGGGGGGGGGG the other girl keeps hogging onto the internet line so I cant use it, and the other line is being used by yp.
And Helena is sitting on the other sofa texting her friend/family and she borrowed some washing powder from us just now but we said we haven’t bought any yet cos we haven’t done any laudry yet.
I told her that there’s a store nearby and it should have washing powder but she said she doesn’t have money at all… then I told yp, “saya ada sikit takut dia sudah”. Cause I think I’ve mentioned this already, but she got quite good GCSE results, she’s on a 60% scholarship from the school, she wants to do medicine, and she smokes!!
When we first met her, she told us she smoked, I don’t know how we came to that topic, but she told us that. Then we asked her how old she was, and she said she was 17. Then she asked us how old we were, we told her we were 18. She immediately got hyped up and asked us whether we wanted to go to the store after that. Then in malay, I told yp that I think she wants us to help her get cigarettes, so we told her that we had to go back after that. And maybe she got the hint, then she didn’t ask us to go to the store anymore after that.
Scary people!
