I keep having wierd dreams recently.

Last night, after crying till my eyes couldnt take it anymore (dont ask, my dog is sick) I finally fell asleep. I somehow dreamt of yiki. I was pretty close to her in my dream, so close that I even went to visit her room (got toilet one) and I remember saying “oh, your toilet so small wan ah!”

But my dream led me to think that she is really nice. Maybe I dont hang out with her so I dont know. Maybe its a sign or something.I dont know.

I couldnt study the whole day today. my heart just wasnt where it is. keeps wandering off, thinking of the worse that could happen.

All this has to happen now, when I have exams. But I cant control it, can I? All I can do is pray for my love that he will not suffer, he will get stronger, he will make it.

Weird dreams, exams, stress, homesickness… All I want now, is to be done with my exams, and be by Puffy’s side, something which would be impossible. Life sucks, doesnt it.

I actually come down to look through some past papers. But I thought I might as well let some of those feelings out, my blog, my trusty friend.

I cant wait to go home. I love you Puffy.