I just woke up from the wierdest dream.

started to nap at about 3. Woke up at 4 to pee, came back, and slept more. Sigh, its the procrastination.

Anyway, I left my music on cos I didnt think I would be sleeping for long. Into my sleep, I started to dream.

There were a lot of tables, and a lot of people were there. Dexter, Flora, teachers, and most importantly, Mum n Dad!!  They were waiting for me to have dinner with them, but I was on another table, busy sorting out pencil leads. Suddenly I had so many pancil leads. The coloured type that Cassandra always used, and even lacy ones that were so fragile I attempted to stuff into those lead holders that only had a small hole to insert or remove leads!! (the lacy ones were really nice tho! but wtf rightt… lacy pencil leads *rolls eyes*)

People started to leave! I remember Dexter talking about something on the next table, whilst everyone else was busy eating. I was listening to him talking to this person, then I turned over, and said “thats so typical of you!!!”. One by one, people left. Mum n dad were still waiting for me to sort out my leads. When I was finally done, I looked up, and only a few people were left.

I shouted “mee! Mee! (its what I call mum) you bang wo yao fan ma? (did you help me scoop rice?)”

Mum replied, “mei you, wo bu zhi dao ni yao fan (nope, I didnt know you wanted rice)”

then all of a sudden, I woke up. I didnt want to continue this dream because it would leave me in even more misery!

Just thought about it. Its duan wu jie. no reunion dinner, no grandma’s dumpling, and I really really miss eating with my family. I miss all of you guys at home lots. one more week, one more week of suffering and I am done. T.T Pray for me.