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I just woke up from the wierdest dream.
started to nap at about 3. Woke up at 4 to pee, came back, and slept more. Sigh, its the procrastination.
Anyway, I left my music on cos I didnt think I would be sleeping for long. Into my sleep, I started to dream.
There were a lot of tables, and a lot of people were there. Dexter, Flora, teachers, and most importantly, Mum n Dad!! They were waiting for me to have dinner with them, but I was on another table, busy sorting out pencil leads. Suddenly I had so many pancil leads. The coloured type that Cassandra always used, and even lacy ones that were so fragile I attempted to stuff into those lead holders that only had a small hole to insert or remove leads!! (the lacy ones were really nice tho! but wtf rightt… lacy pencil leads *rolls eyes*)
People started to leave! I remember Dexter talking about something on the next table, whilst everyone else was busy eating. I was listening to him talking to this person, then I turned over, and said “thats so typical of you!!!”. One by one, people left. Mum n dad were still waiting for me to sort out my leads. When I was finally done, I looked up, and only a few people were left.
I shouted “mee! Mee! (its what I call mum) you bang wo yao fan ma? (did you help me scoop rice?)”
Mum replied, “mei you, wo bu zhi dao ni yao fan (nope, I didnt know you wanted rice)”
then all of a sudden, I woke up. I didnt want to continue this dream because it would leave me in even more misery!
Just thought about it. Its duan wu jie. no reunion dinner, no grandma’s dumpling, and I really really miss eating with my family. I miss all of you guys at home lots. one more week, one more week of suffering and I am done. T.T Pray for me.
Today, is a really special day!!
You guys knowwhy?!?!?!?
BECAUSE SUMMER BALL IS TODAY!!!
Omg omg omg I’m so excited. But I cannot post it as my status in fb cos the school blocked it!!
Hahaha, well, summer ball’s besides the point. Today is my dearest FATSO’s birthday! Someone who’s been there since primary 1, got closer to me in pirmary 4 and then had her best friend get mad at her cause of that in primary 5 (lol those were the days), the person I turn to when I have soemthing to say, be it good or bad. My ultimate eating buddy, “pick you up in 5 mins. We go eat!!” lol…
I’d just like to say, life would be really different if I hadnt met you. I’ve learnt patience and preseverance from you, I’ve learnt that its not easy to find a friend like you (you know what I mean) Its like findin a needle in a haystack (wahh… use bunga english again)!!!
Anyway, Have a great great birthday without me!! I’ll treat you that dinner sometime (In miri?? hahahhaha) Wishing you all the best being 19, grow fatter cos chinese people think chubby = beautiful, and keep those lovely calves. God created them for a reason. To PROTECT me!! hahaha… thunder calves to the rescue.
Okay, luv u lots hun!
To the mum that couldnt get any better, to the person who raised me to become who I am today, to the beautiful mother in my life, mummy, I love you and miss you so much. Happy Mother’s Day!
She used to be my only enemy and never let me be free
Catching me in places that I knew I should’nt be
Every other day I crossed the line I didn’t mean to be so bad
I never thought you would become the friend I never had
Back then I didn’t know why
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes
All that you did was love
Mama I love you.Mama I care
Mama I love you . Mama my friend. You’re my friend
I didn’t want to hear it then but I’m not ashamed to say it now
Every little thing you said and did was right for me
I had a lot of to think about,about the way I usedto be
Never had a sense of my responsibility
Back then I didn’t know why
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes, all that you did was love
Mama, I love you. Mama, I care
Mama, I love you. Mama ,my friend. You’re my friend
But now I’m sure I know why,
Why you were misunderstood
So now I see through your eyes
All I can give you is love is love
Mama I love you. Mama, I care
Mama, I love you. Mama, my friend,You’re my friend
Mama, I love you, Mama ,I care
Mama, I love you, Mama, my friend, You’re my friend
PSYCHOLOGY . EXAMS . NEXT . WEEK .
How this, time really does fly!! its already wednesday! tomorrow’s thursday, then friday, and another week will be over. Then next week exams, then the week after that study leave/exams, then half term/summer ball, then exams, and then exams, and then mini term and then the summer hols!! Sigh, thats a long way to go. But I will survive 
Bah, I dont know what to update about. Life here is pretty much meh. Homework, exams, test, exams.
Today I am dead tired! I dont know why!
Anywayyyyyyyyyyyyy, Iisgotnothingelsetowriteabout.
OHMYGOSH look at those calves.. theyre already bigger than cait’s. I am officially OBESE. if youre saying “since when were you skinny?”, then mind you but I never said I was skinny. I used to be FAT. there is a difference you know…
I am gonna jump out of my window now. C u guys.
p/s thanks a lot for talking to me guys… Now its off my mind, i feel so great! IT is but a little leaf on the pathway that will not bother me no more!
