I is cccooollddd!!

<—- Look at my miserable attempt to add a chatbox into my site!!

I is sad. Why is HTML so hard to use.

And I is cold. Sun is out but I is still cold.

I is wandering, is it easier to read in short sentences like these?

I is too cold to do homework. I feel like staying under my duvet!

I is having upset stomach. I shat 4 times already today.

But I is okay. (lol it rhymes)

I is gonna get homework done tonight, dont worry

I is LAZY!!! Someone help me get a cbox in here. Please? Pretty please with a cherry on top just for bob’s sake cos he thinks that my blog is rotten because I dont have a cbox.

I is gonna find something to do.

Toodles people.

wth

how the heck do I get a chatbox in here?

How the heck am I gonna sit for my tests tomorrow?

How the heck do I get good grades?

Why the heck do people even visit?

yeahh.. I’ve get tests tomorrow. And they say, you usually update the most when you have the least time. True indeed.

I shall go and shower. And study after that. Gambate nerhx Add oil! Work hard veron, work hard.

Shit, literally. Suddenly feel like shitting wtf.

Jenny sleepwalks and makes nice porridge

I slept at 12.15 last night. and today I was yawning the whole day. This proves how much of a pig I am. =(

I woke up halfway when I was asleep in Bristol cos I was cold.  Jenny had the blanket ends tucked under her bodyso I had to get my cardigan. =(

Jenny sat up in the middle of the night. I asked her whats wrong. She said “no, nothing”. She then proceeded to climb out of bed to get her socks. or more like her bf’s socks She then said “my socks.”. I asked her, “your feet cold meh?” she said “no, scared cold later”

I asked her if she knew she woke up to get her socks or not the next day. She said she had no idea. =__=”

I think I shopped a little too much in bristol. I bought 3 dresses, a jacket, a pair of jeans, a cardigan, a pair of shoes 2 t-shirts, 1 top for eve, a beach dress, a pair of pants in 1.5 days. Dont judge me. They were all sale items.

I have realised that I am cheapskate. I saw a shirt that I utterly LOVED for 25 pounds and put it back because it was too expensive, even after student discount.

I walk directly to the sales section of a shop. I bet shop assistants think “yeah… another ’sale’ person”

I had chicken for dinner today. I miss Jenny’s sweet potato porridge. Everybody said “oh, Ive tried your porridge before. Its nice!”

I think all of you have to try it.

I feel sleepy already. Its only 9.22pm.

I think I totally flunked my maths test today. Teacher went through my paper, looked at me in utter disappointment, and didnt say a word.

I think Jenny should gain more weight to fit into the awesome dress.

I hope that the sun comes out tomorrow. I feel like wearing a skirt.

I have a fetish for stickers. I wanna order some stickers. mum help me transfer money ok.

I have been asked to bring maggi mee and paper all the way from miri when I go back. I feel like the delivery woman.

I wanna play volleyball tomorrow. No one is nice enough to go with me cause they all have ‘homework’.

I think I better get on with my homework. eventhough I am tired.

I miss everyone… Fat calves, annoyingness, valley of darkness, family, shortay aka bob, dogs, pans and waffs, benedict WONG, you, you, you, and you!

I have to get a belated birthday present for ben. any ideas for a 1 year old?

For the love of.. sugar spice and everything nice

Hello people. You’ve missed me havent you?

Its been (almost) two weeks since I got back here. The ’shithole’ they call it.

I’ve been dogless, big bedless, ovenless, goodfoodless for almost two weeks. Didnt think I’d survive.

I apply a routine once again. I wake up at 7.30 for 8.30 classes. I sleep before 12 so I dont fall asleep. I have three meals a day and gain weight, I wear jacket after cardigan after shirt.

How sad can my life get?

This year’s intake has a LOT of Malaysians. 11 of them to be precise They seem to enjoy themselves so much, that sometimes I wander to myself why my life consists of just homework and more homework. But then again, wasnt I like that last year?

I was supposed to snow yesterday, but we have once again be let down. Oh dont get me wrong, I dont like snow, but I like that fact that snow makes classes be cancelled and teachers stuck at home.

I didnt make a gingerbread house this xmas. haha. I guess I’ll just have to make it this year. Instead, I had an AWESOME time with friends, starbucking, KKing, eating, dotaing, squeezing like sardines sleepovers.I miss everything, everyone.

Anyways… I dont even know why the heck I am updating. The minute I start typing my head tells me like its automated to write “I dont know what to write about because my life is so boring. Then I tell myself “yeah, I guess so.

AND Its dinner time. And all of you guys know I love food. to the maxxor…

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If you think I talk too softly, you ask again.

You dont assume that I said what you think I said and go mad saying everything then blame it on me for talking too softly, then go take the blame saying its YOUR FAULT because ‘you know my temper’!

But why wouldnt you. My temper is just like yours anyway.

You dont kill a person and blame it on that person for making you angry.

5 days ZOMG!

Its finally the last sunday I will be spending here in UK for the year!! hahaha does that sound awesome or what?

As happy as I am to get home, I am worried about my studies! I have resits after the holidays and look at what I am doing now! I am blogging. But who doesnt blog when they have exams coming up right? it seems like the prefect time to blog!

I just came back from London with Eve! Wasnt a bad trip! It was a little tiring. We played “Articulate”. We being me, eve, leanne, vic, mars and yuri! Our team won. haha. I am a BAD describer.

One of the words was ‘bear’. I described it as “BIG! furry!! PADDINGTON!” hahaha… but by the time I said paddington the time was up!

I wasnt a bad game at all!

Anyway, Ive been thinking!

This xmas, I would like to… attempt something Ive never had a chance to all these years (besides studying. I must study ok. MUST!)I wanna make a GINGERBREAD house! Ieven have a page that is bookmarked sinc last year!

And of course, catch up and eat!

Oklah, I gotta go catch up on my beauty sleep. See you guys REAL soon!

for better or for worse

hahaha didnt expect an update huh?

I was reading through Joshua’s blog and came across a picture of a disgusting toilet bowl!

It makes me dread miri so so much!

If there’s anything about UK that I love, it will be the almost always clean toilets and the super fast internet speed (a whole album finished downloading in 2 minutes mad or not)

You know when you go to Parkson, and u feel like peeing, and then u go to the toilet. And when you’re almost there, say around the lifts, you smell it. The STENCH! Then you walk in, breathing at a minimal rate, and look for the cleanest toilet among the four. You walk in. The toilet bowl has stains from people stepping on in. toilet paper is not avalable, there is no toilet seat, there could be unflushed pee, anything could happen. You pee trying to take minimal time while holding your breath, quickly zip up when ure done and leave.

Sounds like torture, no?

The toilets here are different. Theyrarely smell of ammonia, there’s toilet paper, there are toilet seats (not that I directly sit on it. I line the seat with toilet paper!) and the thing is, the people are so considerate that they flush, and they dont make a mess! They line up before the cubicle, so the first person gets the next free toilet, instead of lining up in front of a cubicle. always sucks when someone arrived later than u getting the toilet first just because she lined up in front of a door that had a faster person behind it.

Screw miri toilets and their disgustingness… especially the kopitiam ones.

Oh, remember a few years back when Miri had a draught and there was no water everywhere?
I really really had to go when I was in Bintang, and there was no water, so the toilets couldnt be flushed. you wouldve thought there would be no one peeing right. hahaha you are damn wrong. there were damn lots of people. But thats not the point. The point was, I was desperate to pee… and after checking every cubicle, I knew I HAD to choose one. They were all filled with shit.

And I peed into a toilet bowl with shit. Ok I am gonna puke now I dont know how I even got the guts to do that. I hate hate hate it when there is even like a black stain of shit somewhere on the toilet bowl. Disgusting!

Internet! And who would NOT love the internet speed?

In addition to the fact that I have resits after the xmas holidays, I am in fact 50/50 about this trip back.

I’m so looking forward to seeing friends and family, but also dreading it because I know that I will play too much and not study!

but dont worry, I’m still going back, no matter what! It may have dirty toilets, but its still home.

good news!

We always know why people update. Because they have something important coming up. A test, homework due tomorrow, etc.

Its funny how people usually do things when they’re not supposed to huh.

I just got back from dinner and I felt like updating, even though I have nothing special to update about.

Truth is, I have no idea what to write about!

Tests were fine. some are over, econs tomorrow, bio practical tomorrow, bio test friday, econs test next monday, bio practical next monday, bio practical written next thursday, and econs and bio resits next week..

And I thought I was already halfway through.

haha u know what. screw updating. I got carried away with facebook and I gott to read through my notes. haha till next time.

half term

Its already Sunday – the end of Half term! where did all the time vanish to?

5 more weeks and I’ll be home. Sounds too good to be true! damn. I just counted. Its 6. Oh wells…

I went to manchester and scarborough to visit people. shopped a lil too much (in fact not really, cos I only bought a shirt, and 4 pairs of shoes.) And went to london again yesterday!

Nothing much, just pictures of the beach and some mouliu things, like colourful doors by the beach and huge furry white dogs and people. Then i went to manchester! To see…

these two people!

This picture was taken in GBK – Gourmet Burger Kitchen.

Lewis was DAMN lame! He suggested to the waitress that they should call their restaurant ‘Gourmet Burger King’ or ‘Great Burger King’ or ‘Genuine Burger King’. The waitress just nodded and tried to look interested! ahaha… but I still miss Grill’d! Mighty Melbourne yo!

We shared two burgers among three people so they cut it in half for us. I preferred the beef one but Flora said she liked the lamb one more. sigh.. all these lamb people (hint:eve)

And a salad because we are healthy!

Manchester was mainly about eating I guess!! Gained weight!! Yeahhh I can totally hear that thought in your head. “riiight, like she is not fat enough”

Then London yesterday! After lunch Alice and Tracy wanted to go shopping, Oxford Street. But I was broke and I didnt feel like shopping! So I went to Rendezvous for sugarfree cappuccino Ice cream, then I went to watch happy Potter and the Half Blood Prince. yes i am THAT outdated! It was nice I guess…. I dont really ask for much when I watch movies so I cant see why youre frowning in disgust then I said it was ok.

Then I went for forzen Yoghurt! hahaha… talk about eating. Walked around and met up with Alice and Tracy again in Chinatown.

I think I have reached a stage where I am SO sick of complaints! Why do you have to complain about everything? Food too cold, food not nice, too little people, too many people, train too early, ticket too expensive, line too long, shop too crowded, other branch too far, this branch have to wait too long, like seriously EVERYTHING you do you can find a thing to complain about!! Not gonna mention any names, but yeahh!

And I woke up this morning. someone nudged me on MSN. she said “Oh thank god you’re online! Are you there?”

I thought, wow… emergency issit? Then she said,

“pictures”

=_______________________________________________________=” Give me a break willl ya?

Enough rants. sometimes I complain too much. but about relevant things, so it makes sense.

from hot air balloons to trampolines!

The titles of my posts are getting pathetic-er by the posts, dontcha think?

I have a practice biology ISA test tomorrow, but dont we all start to blog when that test or exam is coming up?

I’ve read through my notes, so fingers crossed it’ll go well!!

Its almost half term! Plan is to go to Scarborough to visit Helen for a day or two, then down to Manchester, to see Flora and Lewis, and then come back to Northampton for a few days, and finally got to Bristol to visit jenno.

Hopefully my workload will not be that heavy!!

I still got UCAS applications!! i cant make up my mind where I should apply for the remaining two unis!! Dont ask me to apply for LSE because I dont even feel like going there so why waste a choice? I dont have confidence in myself. I’ve always believed that I was born with average IQ. Never dared to dream so far. I’m applying for Warwick already so shut up!  What if I dont get the required grades? What if they dont accept me? What if I am not good enough? It always sounds easy doesnt it. Its also easy to say, isnt it? “study hard yeah, its a once in a lifetime chance and you’ll regret it if you dont do well. Only 3 months ma, time will pass fast! Its not like that. Its not fast when you’re here, its not easy when its YOU who’s studying, if only life was as simple. Sighh…

last saturday on the way to badminton, they were setting off a hot air balloon! I remember een saying she wanted to go on a hot air balloon! You guys should all come here to northampton and we shall go up up up!

Anyways, picturessss!! Havent posted pictures in agess! Not many tho. I’m not really a picture person!

not in order,

Wellies and waterproof jackets. Biology field trip

Quadrats and rulers!

Stan boy!! Sorry Lester, Stan is not my boyfriend! hahaha

EEN!!! hot air balloon!

In front of Naz, while waiting for Angie

Part of my room (before it became messy)

backyard!! Trampolineee!

Sigh, I better go to sleep now! Its freezing!